I wish it didn’t hurt. Every time I saw you. Every time I go to your house. Every time I talk to your parents. Your sister is my Bestfriend and there’s so much of you in her it’s ridiculous. I wish it didn’t hurt. Every good conversation we have and every bad one. Every time you talk about her, it doesn’t hurt, it kills. Every time I catch you staring at me I get numb I don’t even know what to feel anymore. Sometimes I wish I didn’t even meet you in seventh grade. I wish it didn’t hurt so bad it killed.